And then one day, she left everything dear to her behind and went on to chase her dreams. She believed and hoped in the unknown. Above all ,she had faith,looking behind somehow scared her, but the thrill of what was yet to be taught her to be patient and to give it all some time. Time passed by and she started settling in . However the life she led haunted her, it made her think time and again about her decision of moving forward , of her stepping into the unknown. She had her good, best, yet fearful days . The thought of her ever having to leave and stay behind, making a living for herself within her comfort zone seemed so ideal in a situation where she had to start it all from scratch. She learned to do her laundry, cook her meals, keep the house neat and tidy, make the house into a home, pay her expenses. She learned to live. She learned to fall back four times and rise up the fifth time . She learned to hold her head up and each time the thought of being better off back home came daunting to her, she assured herself now is the best time of her life, this is exactly where her home is. She wept and wept all night; her sheets drenched in salty tears and her eyes puffed up every single morning. Yet, she chose to grow through each day. She chose to rise and not bend. She prayed every single day . She grew stronger than the previous day. From the dusk until dawn, she created something surreal for herself . She held her head up and drew strength from the Almighty. She promised herself not to go weak in her knees but stand out and stand tall. This is what she chose for herself. This is where she belonged. a lot of circumstances in life may have influenced her decisions and choices in life ,but she chose this for herself. This is where it led her. At this very moment, life is happening and she is grateful for every millisecond.
She is blessed.